The New Year

Well i know its been a long time since i wrote anything on here, not sure of what i want to say really. To begin with, this is the so call new year. I say that only because it feels so much like the last year, am waiting to see if there is going to be another snow storm and then i would say its that this year is just a rerun of 2010. I dont know, can this year be really different or would i just have to change something of myself in-order to make it a different year. Not seeing much point really, can do it for myself but so far its something am still mulling over….. I dont think Mulling is a real word but it seems like it should be… fuck it let me google it…………. huh it is a real word Mulling…. any way yea its something i got to think about but really i guess the action of thing about making a change or major change is something i also did last year too. I do think that I have done the changes to my life but at the same time it seems like.

One of the first things i guess i could do is to well NOT have a new year’s resolution. I mean i never do them or at worse it something i do try but fail at for the whole year. One example was for me to get my ears pierced and to finally get a pair of huggie earing(if you don’t know what they are then this is an example). I wish i at least started it. To be able to wear a pair of huggie would need to get mu ears pierced to begin with and then have it like that for 3 months before my the holes are strong enough to wear a them. I was hopping i would at least have my ears done so this year i could have them but now its going to take some time.

Another thing i wanted to do was to learn how to play the bass. The one i wanted to get and learn on was this one but couldn’t get the cash for it last year. My girlfriend did get me one but i haven’t be able to get it and use it yet but at least i got one. In all that one i don’t mind waiting for but i know it’s coming so thats cool. I also wanted to learn how to drive, but couldn’t find a teacher… well more like someone with a car that was willing to show me on the street before i take driving classes at the same time. I just wanted the classes and someone outside of the classes so i wouldn’t have worry about taking the passing the class when it was time to get take the test just to save me some money, but ehh.

This year just started, I hope some thing comes this year that will give me a better outlook, till then i will be in my little college studying for now trying to care but finding little reason to really. thats it for now maybe….